Tajudeen Muadh
opium
outside the night, the sky is starting to drown 
itself in too much dark.
I walked the defiance of swallows. walked till 
morning pulled over —the light outliving me—
& wanting  to nudge into me, like my 
brothers eaten out by time– 
scars are ways of recalling existence, 
on my back, every bump is sacred–
once in bethel, I watched the thurible and 
remember, the night  of my sizzling.
like a swing, morning emerges
glory with the  elegance of fire—
tonight, it  lingers. but in memento, 
this grief too, could fill a room. 
I stand— cone-less like 
flowers in winter until boys half
my sanity picked me out
of secateurs pruning my skin, in 
ways bodies submit to butchery.
I still wonder, how boys half filled 
with light could set me on fire
had I glowed, you'd have mistaken me for 
something luminescent than ash
Tajudeen Muadh is a poet from Osun state, Nigeria. He has works featured or forthcoming in magazines such as African poetry magazine, brittle paper, Ecopunk literary magazine, eboquills, Konya shamsrumi and elsewhere.
